I Finally See Poem by Abby Mize

I was at a point in life
Where no matter what I'd choose
I would always fall back down
In the end I'd always lose

I was living in the dark
Couldn't find the light
I discovered it was best
To shed my tears at night

I didn't see it coming
I saw no sign of hope
All I'd ever do
Is sit around and mope

When people are close to me
And all of them are near
When they look the other way
I quickly shed a tear

As I'm walking in the halls
My face will sparkle and shine
Beyond my smile you will notice
That the truth is I'm not fine

I felt as if I needed to forget
Let go, move on, and go forward
I know I made that choice the weekend
I finally found the Lord

My eyes were finally opened
Screaming you're the one
He loves us all so much
That he sent his only son

As tears rolled down my face
I knew I had to go forward
I couldn't resist God's love
He kept drawing me toward

I can't forget the night
I made that incredible choice
The choice to follow God
The decision to hear his voice

I stepped into the water
Listened to the words Matt said
Then he lowered me under
No longer was I dead

God never left my side
He was me everyday
He knows all of my thoughts
And hears all that I say

God is watching over us
Every single night
Were never to far him
He keeps us all in sight

I learned he will be there
Through the good and the bad
I will always knows he loves me
Even when I'm mad

D-now was amazing
It showed me who to be
D-now Pulled me from the darkness
At last I finally see!