I Cant Be Changed Poem by Stephanie Heredia

Half a moon half a heart I know u see I'm. falling apart I can no longer go on, until u know somethings wrong, tears fill my eyes, and I cant help but cry, but u need to know things aint right, iv been lying to u and theres not much you can do, I know I promised but iv never been honest, these bad habits I NEVER could shake, my heart is urs 4 you to take, how could u love me be smarter than that, its pretty oviuous you don't need the facts, my taste for love has gotten me in trouble, no longer will I be in your pain and struggle, it hurts me too leave, you have no idea how I feel, to say goodbye it doesn't feel real, So many times I wish it was a dream, I now understand y u were so mean, Don't ever think u treated me bad, For I deserve to forever be sad, But if I leave u now there's to much unsaid,
I might come back and lay in your bed, One last time those cherished moments, A kiss a hug to hold ur hand is all I wanted, We'd fall in love live happily ever after, To bad my words never really mattered,
U never believed them so they never came true, U always doubted me and it kept me blue, I could have been stronger like u told me 2be, To bad I was weak and I choose not 2 speak, I should have said no..if knew then what I know now, I'd fix all my mistakes and keep u somehow, Letting u down so many times, you told me u wish it was u that would have died, It breaks my heart when ever I think of it, The pain in ur eyes ill never forget it, let me go ur destroying ur self, our love is gone and full of doubt, years of knowing tears for you, memories hurt that's all they do, I set u free from the pain I give, so spread ur wings and start to live