I Can Run, But I Cant Hide Poem by dino evans

Lately I've been lost inside the fog of discontent...
Love seems to have vanished in the mist...
And I.. the one who suffers for my heart will not repent...
The loneliness my feelings won't resist...
I look inside myself for the love I used to know...
But that all seems a million miles away...
Nothingness, replaces all the love I used to hold....
Maybe I've held on too long this way...

I've always had a mind, I guess that cared too much...
Suppose, I have a heart easily torn...
The feelings all are gone now, save the craving of her touch...
And all the love lost, rusted, old, and worn...
My body won't respond to what my mind tells it to do...
My heart refuses spirit.. soul.. and kind...
I spend my days in solitude just trying to get through...
This sorrow has invaded, troubled mind...

Troubled to the point sometimes to nights of lost insane...
Nights that call a cold, unanswered phone...
The ringing says to me, I'll carry keep this pain...
To burden me with loss, sorrow, and rain...
This all sounds sad I know sounds hopeless, lost to you..
But I can't stop the flowing of the tears...
If I could take advise from someone that has feelings like I do...
I might just save the pain of tortured years...

To save me from the lonely times alone, that fills my days...
The time inside myself I cant endure...
No escape from loneliness that closed my empty mind...
And left me with no thoughts..but those of her...
Her that hurt me, broke my heart, that beat for her alone...
She.. that took the love I had inside...
I.. who allowed my self be blinded, and then shown...
That I can run away.. but I can't hide...

This hopelessness that has me in the tight grip of...
A life that has been bathed in cold regret..
No happiness, belonging or hope of life in love..
And one when lost that I cannot forget...
But why would love betray me, leave me waiting, last in line...
Another face.. among the lonely crowd...
With no one there that waits for me to ease the heartless time...
And the silence in my heart is much too loud...

I'm tossed and torn apart the days forgotten, no one knows...
The things that I've been through, that I won't tell...
But if you look down in my feelings..that is where it shows...
The loss of love that's caused this time..in hell...
I guess I'm done your time is free, I'll leave you with this thought...
It's not something I choose, too high the cost...
I sit in empty rooms of loss, that love to me has brought...
And wonder how the love I held, I've lost....

And love still searches for me...***~**~*~


DEAN EVANS 7-14-06