I Am Losing Him... Poem by Lizelle 'Leasel' Martins

Why do I feel
Suddenly so alone
All on my own
In this cruel and crazy world
Have I lost you

The one true being
I thought would stay
Stay till it was revealed
The sad and utter bitter news
I feel this wall
Going up between Us
This huge wall, I doubt I will ever
Ever be able to break

Have I lost him
Have I lost you
Have I lost my friend
Coz of me
Me being afraid
Afraid to be
Afraid to open up
Afraid to let you in

Today
This night
I feel so alone
I lost him
And it breaks me
Crushes the core of me
I am losing him...