I Am All Emotion Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

Expect the unexpected
Feel the emotion that is still around
Break free from your vial of blindness
Will you pull back forgotten memories
I cant count how many have passed threw that door
Will you kiss me with all those lies
Hand me fails hope and bind me to pain
Will you drive a stake threw my heart
Tear it to pieces so that you win
I'm sorry if I was never good enough for you
I'm sorry I can be her for you
If time just would have been by my side
Maybe you would have seen how much I could give
How much I could have loved
Maybe you wouldn't have been so confused
If you only gave me the time of day
To express how I feel with the given trust
With all that you earned and how it must feel
Time was not of the essence for me
It was scattered and broken in pieces of three
Only with the broken time came a broken heart
A heart that was once happy when you were around
But now crumbles when it finally dose learn
That your own cant touch it
That your own cant love it
So forgive my broken smile and fake bliss
Forgive me if I seem OK with all of this
I'm just trying not to be selfish that's all
Trying so hard not to push you out
I love you is the problem
I can't keep it locked inside
See you moved on to another
But I keep everything locked inside
Forget my emotions and forget everything
Forget how I'm feeling just give into pain
I don't like confusion and I don't like frustration
But that's all I will ever feel anymore
That's all I will ever know isn't it?
Will I ever be OK again?
Will I ever really smile again?
Or will I just keep playing pretend