How Could I Have Poem by Eric Kaesberg

How could I have
Left you all alone, when I went out to party
by myself forgetting you could easily have
found someone else. How could I not be so
grateful for you, when it was I that left
you behind not caring if you would find
another man to be your husband and best
friend. How could i have been so blind, not
to see this coming from behind the scenes.
Oh boy was I stooped not to have seen it was
my fault you had left, How could I have this
happen when I thought you were to easy to
see what I really am to you. Now its all
about seeing my self through, what I had
done to you. How could I have thought this
would never happen to me. It shows if you
are a abuser they'll eventually leave and
break free of your harm. For raising your
fist to the 1 you love isn't the way to charm
your lady. How could I have, No I deserve
what I got and what I have is a broken heart.