How Can You? Poem by Ala elouri

As I start to fall, a sleep. I wonder how you put your head to sleep all night long. And leave my heart with pain and vain, and how you can sleep when i'm slowly slipping away and running out of your way.
I was falling, i was calling, screaming because i thought this was all a dream but when i opened my eyes, i saw everything in front of me..
You lied to me and betrayed a part of me. You broke my heart and let it melt away of fire and anger that you caused in my life...

When i was in need, you acted that i wasnt in need...And when you did wrong, you deniyed it all night long...And Gave me the blame instead of your action. You heard me crying but didnt you feel any goosebumps run into you? Did you cry? Did you feel the guilt and wrongness you caused in our lives? I understand your so cold and dont feel anything no more. But explain to me, how can you sleep when you know deep in your heart, im falling into parts and theres no one around to pick them up.. You are a good actor you know.. I believed you but its now time to forget your pain that you craved in my soul...

But your pain is unforgetable, Im not able to live this way, it feels like a dream that cant erase, or a dream thats following me everywhere i go.. You broke us all, you broke the most valuable people who loved you the most.. Now you have your Own life you rename, 'Yours'.. With the people you used to hate most.. Right now, Everythings the oppiste, we are the people you hate most.. Go walk, continue your life... Dont look back cause theres no coming back and no more love left in our souls..

Your so cold, with a rotten heart that doesnt feel anything no more..
But what's on my mind all the time, Is How could you live when you know theres no coming back to our loving, valuable souls...
So long, Go dont look back, cause here isnt the place where you belong; You belong there with the people You think love you the most.. Go you all are backstabbers and liars, thats the real place you belong the most.. Enjoy your life now but beware it will be a painfull life soon just wait.. Until the pain comes to you in the right time and place.