How? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? Poem by Alyshia Renee Parker

you ask me to go to homecoming with you, but you tell me that if i can't go that you have someone else that wants to go with you.

how do you think i am going to take that?
how do you think i feel?

i took it as you are seeing another girl!
i feel terrible and HEARTBROKEN! ! ! ! !

yes i love you, but what am i to do? ? ? ?
tell me...what am i going to do with my love that i have for you? ? ? ?

GOSH i hate the pain that i have....gosh i STILL love you
yes i guess i am stubborn, but i have been hurt four other times and i want the pain to go away...how could you say that to me?

i am going to lock myself in my room and cry to the puppies that snuck in...my pain can't go away...its in too deep...i gave myself to you and i am not going to recover from the pain that i am in now....I LOVE YOU STUPID now go! ! ! ! ! ! !