So much pain in my heart
My soul crying out for help every night
Every day is a struggle of survival
With every passing day my strength dies
The fight no longer in my system
Worn out from battling
Whimpering for healing
No longer do I smile for everyone
Knowing people think the worst
Cheer I no longer desire
Knowing I can’t give in
But no longer believing in myself
Sin is draining my body my soul
People I once knew are strangers now
Faith that held me up for so long is no friend of mine
Friends left when I needed them most
Wanting the freedom I once felt
Wishing for the friendship I once had
Every battle I lose is another war lost
Wanting someone to save me
Not knowing how that’ll happen if I no longer
Let anyone near me
Scared of what I’ll hear
No longer do I beg for a hug
Every tug a war ends the same
Wondering if I’ll ever survive this life
How does one love this life?
Heartache and betrayal is where it all begins.
A sad tale of heartache expertly narrated from inner recesses of the heart. Well expressed thoughts and feelin. Thanks for sharing Aly. Please have a look at my poem COLOSSAL MISCARRIAGE OF JUSTICE (The execution of Christ)
Roseann Shawiak and Tiku thank you so much for your prospective of my poem... Means a lot hearing kind words [3 May God Bless you with all your hearts desires.. Sending you both much love and happiness xoxoxoxoxoxo
Dark poetry.Please keep your hope alive for a happy time.Be positive.Nice write.
A very tender, heart wrenching poem, Aly. You have definitely written every aspect of it - the love, heartache, betrayal, loss. How do you love life after all that pain? I have no idea, it would be very difficult for me, I know. Love your very honest and truthful portrayal of the struggle of life with no one to reach out to. Thank you. RoseAnn
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I would like to translate this poem
No longer do I smile for everyone Knowing people think the worst Cheer I no longer desire Knowing I can’t give in But no longer believing in myself. Heartache and betryal. painful experiences that make us negative and take our smile away. never succom to such experiences pray and work hard. you are going to win. tony