Hate It Poem by zheung kyuhkoh

how hard is it to be me
when there's no one that can be called as we.
i want to speak out
but i know there's no one around.

i want to keep what i feel inside
and try to continue to spread my wings wide
im just afraid to fall
cause i know there's no one to catch me at all

i can't cry
and i don't even know why
maybe i'm just tryng to be strong
though i know it's quite wrong

im always alone
no one to be with all along
aloof of other people's eye
cause it might be full of lies

he wanted me to be like that
but im just wondering for what? ? ?
he don't trust me
and it feels like it's killing me.

i used to hate him
but i love him
i don't know whatelse i should do
just to understood every little thing that he used to say and do.