Growth Flower Poem by angel of agony dark

here i rest in peace and torment
here i lay down on bloom flowers
where the flowers growth to give to die
oh, flowers take the essence of me
feed your self and grow to me
fill your veins with only my pouring blood
to give to grow with only hatred

be strong for me

give my hate to only one
for every one who desire to take you just one
to give me to his betrayed lover
to hear the true voice of her
to smell me to feel me with all here senses
voice of hatred soul
to let me alive on my own solitary
to let every one know me
i am the one who lost and damned
to live alone and dies alone and blessed
the murderer the victim
to realise that all i know is nothing
and belong to every one knows nothing

when i know nothing

and as the dawn came
the pain has come to it's end
as i die a cold winter breath came
oh, my only desire
my only hope
embrace my soul
take me to live
to leave this life
to take that i deserve
to my eternal peace
in my lonely hell