Goodbye Poem by Alexa Zelilah

You are such a horrible monster
The kind who can make my heart beat faster
and then slower at the same time
I didn't know that loving you is such a crime

Why is it that when you're with others
You guys look and seem so close
But when it comes to me
Its like I have the power of invisibility

Do you really hate me this much?
That you don't even notice me when I pass by
Remember that I love you more than enough
And you're sometimes the reason as to why I cry

I have always been at your side
When people and classmates were against you
I never did once try to hide
Or was too scared to even fume

All my friends have love lives
And I'm here thinking when I would have mine
Then I thought it would come late cause of my hives
Cause I remembered that loving you is such a crime

Whenever you joke around
A smile creeps up on my face
Then after a few seconds, I feel down
Cause what's left is only a few more days

You're flirting with my supposed-to-be friend
And i feel like my whole world is going to end
I already know that I have no chance
But it hurts to know I'm not your last dance

We already talked things out
It hurts to hear the words from your mouth
But it's the truth, I have to accept that
And going back to reality is a must

You never once tried to make sure I'm okay
Even though you know why I feel this way
You just proved that you don't really care
That made me stop with the gaze and the stares

You're better off without me
They say I also am without you
But the thing is that they don't see
All the hardships I have to go through

Now that we are here
After that school year
I finish it off with a sigh
Cause it's hard to say goodbye