Goodbye Poem by Pure Remedy

This is my first poem i wrote when i was in high school.. i believe it was in the year 2004. so u can see my porgress since then




I would've never thought of the word goodbye between me and u.
Sry i came dis far break'n yo heart tell'n u the lonley truth.
It hurts wen i see ur pretty brown face filled with tears.
I try to give u luv and u just push away like u don't want me near.
But i don't give up so quickly so i grab your hand.
whispering in your ear that it was just a one night stand.
Now at that point it hits me i never knew how much dis girl meant to me.
Thinking to myself she wasn't with me for my looks or my money.
Since i want her back i need to crack out of my shell.
I take a deep breath and say sry for da hell.
My chest gets tight until u look up and give me the smile.
The relief feels good and then i knew it's been awhile.
So i put my hands around your waist and lean for a kiss
I wake up in class and my dream was just a wish
letting my eyes unblur i see u walking by the window.
knowing that was my chance but i punked out tho.......
look at me just sitting here..why am i so scared and shy?
I guess this is the real end so I say goodbye..