Getting Through Poem by Brittani Martin

The emotions in my head making me insane
not knowing how to cope with the anger and pain
it feels like nobody understand me these days
but it seems impossible to help me out anyways
i turned into the monster i swore I'd never be
i just want to go back to being happy
screaming out for help but everyones gone
can't take how i am they gave up their done
now I'm stuck in the prison i trapped myself in
reliving it all over and over again
nobody to trust or anyone to open up to
so bottling up these emotions as i grew
has made me so messed up
and if you could just stay long enough
you would see it's not supposed to be like this
i just got a lot of issues i need to confront and fix
and i can't even look in the mirror anymore without feeling sick
because in my eyes i can see the mistakes and it changed me quick
and with every passing day i get more crazy inside
i feel like a coward and want to just run and hide
and when it comes down to it i don't know what to do
and it seems nobody wants to help me get through