From Myself Poem by Laura arwen

I hate reading
boring books
I love dreaming
strange adventures
I want to
be free from
everything
I want regenerate
my mind from
confusion
I feel exhausted
being with people
It isn't so
scandalous to live
in solitude
I can not
have pure dreams
Sometimes I'm so
desperate on wanting
the isolation
I dream a
perfect and clean
house
Sometimes I want
to dream forever
I think I
love dreaming
I found a
balance between cleaning,
reading and writing
Some dreams are
better to keep
them secret
Sometimes I suspect
I have unattainable
dreams
It's dangerous for
me to be
obsessive
I have the
right knowledge and
the right will
to live alone
I want the
total control of
the house
I want an
end in safety
I'm changing my
priorities
In some moments
I'm so sad
to be alone