Forgiveness Poem by Arthur Hummler

Forgiveness
Such an easy word to spell
yet feeling it towards me
can be hell
you can curse my name
or wish I was dead
but I know you will never
get me completely out of your head
you cared for me once
I am sure of that
So then why are you acting
like a spoiled brat

I don't know why you said
those terrible things to me on the phone
because I know you wouldn't
say it to my face if we were alone
not a nice thing to do
I guess me getting drunk
must of really hurt you
I didn't know it bothered you
you never told me
I guess I was blind
and couldn't see

Your just like my parents
one mistake and you jet
but realize one thing they don't
I am not perfect
That's why I am so lonely
because I never get support
I never ask for help
It's the way I've been taught

Your dumping of me
has opened the door
to make me realize
my tragic flaw
I've learned from my mistakes
but there's nothing I can do
Mandy you stubborn bitch
I miss you
I don't know how our
relationship came to a sudden end
But I am done asking Why
Just be my friend