For A Reason Poem by Ms. Queenie

It's not easy to sleep
With a head so full of thoughts
You have the world
Figured out
And suddenly it's all new
All precious
And frightening
One thing can change
A million
And everything
Happens for a reason?
Maybe
At least that's what they say
I hope there's a reason
For everything I do
We do
I've done
some dumb things
In my life
That I hope helped someone else
By miracle
Along the way
Ruined some things
I hope were through
Started some things
I hope
Were supposed to happen
I guess I'll never know
Ill just have to trust
What all evidence
Points against
That someone is watching
And maybe that someone cares
Where I end up
When it's all over