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across this table quivering light-streaked lines, some straight, some long, all crooked and dazzling against the man-made lake beside us course through our conversation.
i’ve been cold so long my life stories spill out like hours-old eggs on a rusting plate, set behind glass for affect-less observation but i know how fresh they remain for me.
your eyes shine, huge, and one of those tiny white lines bifurcates the blue-green iris of your left eye. i just keep talking.
the food arrives, animals and embarrassment creeping up around us, threatening like known dangers found in a cave of many-times-revisited adventure. fear.
we lighten it with laughter, so funny about a first date— you must compress two and more decades of love, and hatred, and anger, and fear into three to four stories, told with a smile, detached. flattering in your indifference to them.
the food is getting cold ‘cause i won’t touch it for fear this moment will become just another glass-cased observation
to retell on the next first date.
Julia Englund
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