Finding A Meaning Poem by Rachel BaByBeAr Anderson

i'll lift the veil that so closely covers my eyes
i'll destroy anything blocking my view
i'll rip the flynets torn across my soul
Im yearning to see something different
something newly discovered
I've been in the darkness searching for the wrong switch
trying to find the way out of the endless pit
crying out the last tear i have left to give
painfull lashes scrape across my heart
draining pain and giving momentum
screaming dust rots my mind
i cannot see what i search for
but i wont give in
i will so desperately find it someday
i aspire to learn my faults against it all
so that i can find my way past the lying tricks
so that i can once again find a meaning in living life