Fascination Poem by Amelie Anonymous

I seem to have this fascination
That creates such aggravation
That no one understands
An explanation it demands

I’m finding joy in pain
Self destruction does reign
Scars hidden beneath the surface
Undressing makes me nervous

Everyone sees my solution
As nothing but a delusion
Drawing my pain onto my arm
Causes nothing but calm

So much aggravation
Seen with so much discrimination
Judged on nothing but the outside
A simple explanation, cried.