Amelie Anonymous

It’s funny how you judge me
For how I release my pain
You look at me and think
That I must be going insane
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I'm not really one to write love poems
I haven't been for a while
But they've just been coming so naturally
Everytime I imagine your smile
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You’re beautiful
I only wish you could see
I love you
You mean the world to me
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Falling into pieces
Shattered on the floor
Broken in so many ways
Crying here alone once more
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Each day I sit here
With this book in my hand
Trying to explain in a way
That you might understand
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What else would you like to say?
Am I living my life as you please?
If not, should I beg you for forgiveness?
And fall down onto my knees?
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If only I could hold you
Lie there in your arms
If only I could show you
I'd never do you harm
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I don’t believe you
When you say you care
I don’t believe you
When you say you’ll be there
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I want to show you that I love you
Show you that I care
Show you each day
That I will be there
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She was so sweet and innocent
Daddy’s little girl
She was the sparkle of his eye
His sweet little pearl
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Goodbye everyone
I’m sorry it had to be this way
But it seems no matter how much I cared
I didn’t have the strength to stay
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How could you take it from me
Who gave you that right?
How could you make me suffer
Every single night
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If you found me lying on the floor
A blade beside my hand
With a note of explanation
Would you understand?
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Shivers running down my back
And tears filling my eyes
Once again I am alone
When I let down my disguise
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Every night I sit up thinking
Of all the sadness I my life
The reasons that push me towards
Releasing with a knife
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For once in a very long time
I’m seeing the sun come out of the clouds
I actually get happy and excited
And jump and scream out loud
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Sometimes it hard to remember
Why I even try
Why I wipe away the tears
Each and every time I cry
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For so long you've been unappreciated
Your potential underestimated
Not been shown how much you really mean
Your giving, left unseen
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I dont understand what it is you're feeling
Or what's running through your mind
I dont know everything that you have seen
Or to you, who has been unkind
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You're so far away
Thousands of miles
I just wish I could hold you
For just a little while
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