Falling And No One There To Catch Me Poem by Blessed Curses

I smile everyday
As though I never cry
But my eyes
Have rained many nights,
Due to my foolishness
Never knew
It would end like this
With my heart
Broken,
I laugh all the time
Like my soul
Is not in pain
But only if you knew
How much
It breaks over and over
In the thick of the night,
Only if you knew
How much I loved you
Only if you would have opened your eyes
And caught me
As I fell for you
Than maybe
Just maybe
You would not be
On the verge of dying
Without a soul coming
That cares for you
The way I always had.