Failure Poem by Shaniqua McCrae

Staring deep into the dark roots of my failure
I look ahead and see my past
Deja vu i relive the terrors of my life
My being lives inconspicuous
And i wear my heart on my sleeve
Feelings so premiscuous
I try to isolate them from the cruel hard world
But it just seems easier to be grimey
Get in to fit in
I look at my deteriating will
As my faith drowns in my own thoughts
I lose concentration
As i begin to wonder about my future
I begin to wonder about the torture
That i will suffer
I begin to notice where i went wrong
The frequency i put on consistency
My constant procrastination
The indignant failure to apply
I continue this endeavor
Though i lay completely still
Taking in the dark roots of my failure