Everywhere And Anywhere Is Where I Shall Always Roam Poem by James Darwin Smith II

Slowly liberating myself from past years
All the personal slaving within
Once felt so much better with pain inside
The security of knowing
Something that would not ever fail me



All alone, I was with a canter mind
Even when there were those whom were around
In my own world, many of times
If true life was inside our own thoughts
My success would be beyond parallels in different worlds



Reality use to not be a friend of mine
Never felt as though I had a home
A strange feeling everywhere and anywhere
Till I went searching for myself
Oh, what self-scary feelings I had within
When I found where I ventured into
Crashing into mental oblivion on cruise control



I felt as if I was dead for many years
A slumber at the moment I was afraid to awaken from
College in the University of Hectic Self
Death was the fraternity I personally represented
The pride of my own of my wishing home



Death was my Alma Mater
I was stuck in a womb of scorn
Punishing myself for being myself
Wishing I was living on a different world


Love always came and went
Once stronger than what it was ever before
The last heartbreak I ever had
Tore me up for many years to come



In between it all I kept fighting on
Becoming stronger with each passing year
Death became more of a metaphor
A mascot to the past that I let myself endure



Now, I have no regrets
Behind me is a blur of regress
Though remaining are lessons learnt from the past
So I can be weary what my foreseeable future may hold



I am in my prime, beyond my warp speed mind
My exuberant soul shines so brightly bestowed
Self-prophesizing upon the unlimited possibilities
Where everywhere and anywhere is my brand new home



Still, there is so much more work to be done
I feel like I was late for my prime
Heart beating in a younger mode
Feeling brand new awaiting my next abode
A place where everywhere and anywhere is my brand new home



Refreshed, I must confess
So many changes will be foretold
There is no plan no method at this time
But my intuition tells me I will be at outs with my old



Still slowly liberating myself from the past
But a direction I can seize, I can finally grasp
Death is only a measure of what I have become
Stronger than anything that I have ever feared



This spirit it travels everywhere
I am just a soul gypsy
Embracing the residency of nature itself
Beyond any feelings of loneliness
That has now been swept down into a distant forlorn



I cherish the methods of the stars design
Shining down never making me feel alone


There are so many possibilities
Which direction shall I go?


My sky has no limit
As long as I am flying in it
Searching for more than just one ride home



My flesh I defy
I have found I have more spirit than I have ever known before



I will never be alone! I have and feel love in its many forms


When I will soon finally graduate from myself
My heart will always find residence beyond any one home


Everywhere is where I shall always roam!
Everywhere is my true calling
Home sweet beautiful home


I will soon fully liberate myself
Then I will never feel alone


Everywhere and anywhere is where I will always roam