Enigma Of My Emotions Poem by Atef Ayadi

It is built up;

From The second
I started to ask
The sequence:

forgiveness
forgiveness!
I am sorry!
A Lie,
And forgiveness,
Forgiveness,
Forgiveness, , , Please!

A lie,
I do not care,
I can take it,
The blame is a no blame,
or
why they blame
Me?
why me?
why i blame you?
and you blame me?
it never stops.

Then
The big lie sequence:
I tried to keep up with that
live with it
I do not care
So what
what is up with that?

And Then

They LIE!
I DO NOT!
With an antagonistic posture.

Yeah!
I do lie sometimes
Like any body else.
Who cares!

So what!


Now,
My lies are
Like
'I can stop smoking that girl! '
'I can not stop
The girl'
'I can not stop the smoking girl'
'I could not stop smoking'
And
'I am between stopping smoking and stopping the smoking girl.'