Emotionally Disturbed Poem by Melinda Kelly

emotionaly disturbed with whats happening to me
im so numb to the feelings one should feel
the pain has taken me away


the pain lives deep
as for there is no longer any me
the emotions i used to feel
seemed to have just all faded away
with this pain that has overcome me

what is it to feel joy
or to smile
and not fake just so no one can see
whats going on within me

the lights the stars even those words
just dont seem to mean much to me
with all this pain you have caused me

i wana feel i wana live
i wana know what its like just to be me
to laugh to love
to be pain free
if only you could see
everything youve done to me