Drowning Now For You Poem by Christian Rivera

As much as I don't want to
I can't seem to escape you
I can't seem to get you out of my
Head

I see you everywhere I go
When I don't want to see your face
Is when I see you the most

You follow me inside my dreams
Tortured even in my sleep
I feel like you are haunting me

Until it's okay
Please go away

I like, love-ish you
You know?
I really do
But when I see you two
I feel a sharp
Pain through my heart

And I don't want you sad because of me!
Because you know about how I feel
I want you glad
For what you have
And know
That even if it doesn't show
I'm happy for you

Just remember me, okay?
I hope you two last forever
But if not
Here I wait

And I can wait
The pain
Playing this game
But I'll live

So just know that I still care
I'm always there
Even when I'm scared

Know that I mean everything I say
Every word written on every page
The only thing
I may never mean
Is, 'Nothing's wrong.'
When you see me drowning
And I'm drowning for now you