Dream Fear Poem by elenore elizabeth

should i fear all of those people who are near?
all those people so close, its they who i fear
you never know the thoughts that i dont speak,
my heart it falls when my thoughts reach their peak.
i fear of a phone call, with only in a couple words would make
me fall.
i fear for the tears that would fall, and the tightening in my
chest that would make me curl up in a ball.
i fear that you will loose all that we have built, and choose to
leave in a world full of guilt.
i fear of a torn heart, a black missing part of a future that had
no start.
i fear that it will to much, to be alone with no touch.
that pain... do you feel such?
i fear of looking up into the sky and feel my self cry
for the smile that use to arise, will no longer give me a
surprise.
most of all i fear that maybe you have all of me, where no one
else i could stand to be
i fear that if you leave, you will be taking most of me
i fear that i will feel that we were meant to be, and that if you
leave i'll know we could never be
the couple happy in love, in my dream