Did I Deserve? Poem by Mark Bell

Meadows flowing wild as the hawk
Fences and pathways open to walk
Hares and the foxes fight in the morn
Harvesters combine to dance with corn
Striding lovers sweetly holding of the hands
The early morning starlings uniting the bands
Praise be the morning such a glorious day
Pity I had to spoil it, I blew my brains away
Oh what a beautiful life, I gave it one last shot
Praise be that morning did I deserve what I got?