Diary Of A Deadman Poem by TyjaRae Guy

Day one:

Today I looked up at the sun
Wondering why it still shines on me
No-one wants to see this creature I appear to be
I try my hardest to impress
But I always end up looking a mess

Day two:

Today I saw that sweet smile that belongs to you
It disappeared when we came eye to eye
Blinded by the light or just another lie?
You walked straight past like I wasn't there
Pretending that you didn't care

Day three:

I now know, what I want I'll never be
Today I learnt wrong from right
I walked alone throughout the night
Thinking of everything there is to think about
The things that i'll always be without

Day four:

I woke up face down on the floor
My life appeared upside down
My feelings were drowned
I can't go on feeling like this
You ruined my bliss

Day five:

I no longer feel alive
It feels like the world is watching me
Laughing at my insecurity
No-one would miss me if I wasn't here
Would anyone even notice me disappear

Day six:

I'm carrying a tonne of bricks
I can't manage anymore
This will take me to the floor
I don't wanna do this anymore
I'll walk right out the door

Day seven:

I can only think of heaven
I no longer see the reality surrounding me
I look ahead to when i'll be free
When no longer will anyone tell me what to do
No longer can I think of you

Day eight never came.