Depression Poem by Ashley Olson

i get a funny feeling
it comes from deep inside
i get all mad and angry
wanting to go and hide

my doctor calls it depression
my dad says its just me
but the thoughts and feelings
no one will ever be able to see

some say im psycho
some say im just weird
its like im a different person
and the old me just disappeared

i get really edgey
i want to commit suicide real bad
then i get a headache
followed by being sad

i wish i could get help
i wish it would go away
maybe if i keep praying real hard
it will someday