Depressed Poem by Just Another Poet Girl

Why do you always think my eyes are glossy?
Do you think because my cheerful?
No its not happiness.
Its sadness in my eyes i cry everyday
A depressing heart that makes me emotional
I swallowed the sadness and now I'm trying to let it out
But it seems it wants to stay with me
My eyes are red, I cant cry our tears anymore
I wish I wasn't here
I wish i wasn't alive
All I want is that my love ones would forget about me and live happily
While i dream and wish of going to my dream world
Where i would always be happy