Death Wish! Poem by Shueyb Boyer

Distantly watching me like a hawk in the sky
I can’t see him but I feel him with all my senses
I feel watched and when I look I see a shadow quickly vanish
Could this be my time, could this be my sign?

If it is:
Let death take it’s time
Let death take my soul gently when it’s time
Let death make an example of me this time
&
If my mother cries:
Let my death dry my mothers’ eyes
Let my death bring joy to my mothers’ life
Let my death bring life to my mothers’ life
&
To my father: (a hero of mine)
Let him get the super power he deserves this time
Let my death make him a better man than when I was alive,
Let him do the things he always wanted before I wasted his time
&
To the rest of my family:
Let my death bring you closer than you are at times
Let my death bring success to the rest of y’all life’s
Let it be known I fell for nothing but always stood by my families side
&
I will be:
Distantly watching like a eagle from the sky
You won’t see me but I will be your eyes when you are blinded at times
I will be the one watching; when you get that I’m being watched feeling some times
And when your time comes, if you see me in your dreams then that would be your sign

p.s.
I love you all.
Salaam! ! ! !
Peace! ! ! ! !
Vreede! ! ! !