Dear God Poem by oscar gonzalez

Dear God
Ive been thinking bout u lord whether u exist or not, plz excuse my low faith in your existents/
Im writting to you, for a couple reasons, one pepoleat my church sat that you use pepole to change the future did uyou use Tupac to make changes? /
2: when i was a little kid why didnt i have a Imangnery friend? that i could have talk to? /
is that why i think so much about wat would happen when i die? /
3: i no this might sound dumb to ask you but why cant i find love, am i looken in the wroung places or is it becuse im not being fair to love? /
well God, hopefully u send me a message through one of my dreams or something jst to tell me something.
sincerly
Oscar G.
3/13/08