Darkened Pain Poem by Aaron Yeo

The pain I feel.... Currently....
what is it? Jealousy? Hatred?
tell me.... what is it?

She is there and I'm Here
I wonder if she cares,
I wonder if I'm her one and only,
or is there another?
The pain,
the unbearable pain within me,
it's like my entire soul's being ripped apart,

I wonder what she's thinking?
I wonder what she's doing?
The Trust has faded,
I dont know what i feel, but...
She's all I can think of......
I call on her phone but...
it seems her phone line's been cut...

I wonder where she is now?
I wonder if she's thinking of me?
Does she still love me?
Am I being Foolish?
Is this feeling I have for her, love or hate?
Is there a difference? i can no longer tell....

The pain, The horrible pain.....
The pain, of which no dropp of blood can heal,
The Scars in my heart will never fade,
WHERE ARE YOU?
I NEED YOU.....
Do u seriously, no longer care for me?
Was everything we had together a lie?
Did you plan this from the start?

......Alas...........
The pain........
the Horrible Pain.......
I can no longer live like this......
May this dagger make you care...
May her heart burn with the pain i now feel,
Of which i will laugh at in my after-life,
And with this Dagger...... I end....
My life.... My Pain.....
My love...... My suffering.........