Cruel Words Poem by sandy nobody

i sit here late at night
all alone in my room
i stare into the darkness
with a feeling of doom

i sit and think
of what went wrong
as i sit and i think
this night is sooo long

i wonder if
and how can i fix this
if you still love me
is it me you miss

when you told me i ruined
your life
your words cut my heart
like a knife

you said i hurt you
you told me i was bad
i asked you how
no answer you had

i hurt so much
i hate myself so
i feel so used
and like a ho

you said you always
would love me
always with me you
wanted to be

i did anything for you
everything you wanted
i gave it all to you
it was me you said you wanted

i gave you my heart
my body my soul
you said you were happy
enjoyed me so

you took everything
i had to give
at times now im not sure
i want to live

your last words
to me
cut my heart
you see

its not that you left me
or even why
its cause your words
made me cry

your words were mean
and very cruel
you shouldve said the truth
not a lie

i wasnt perfect
i know
i told you
i would go

you said you gave up
a lot to be with me
but what you dont
see

is what i gave up
for you

iv lost a lot too

but if i ruined your life
as you say
you sure didnt look
like it today

your with your others
i see
i hope they make
you happy

i hope noone ever hurts you
you see
or plays games with your heart
like you did me