Conversations With Myself? Poem by Claire Jones

I'm ok
I'm happy
Things are going well
At least I'm healthy
I have great friends
I have great family
I'm an optimist
Life is what you make it
I'm gonna make mine a double.

I'm not ok
I'm so unhappy it hurts
Things are not going well
I think I'm dying
My friends don't know me
My family don't hear me
I'm cynical
Life is what I'm leaving behind
I'm gonna make the noose tighter.

Don't give in we'll get through this.
Shut up!
Just hang on, I know I can beat her.
Your too weak, thats it tighten the noose.
Please listen we can make it better, I'll heal you.
Your too late, look shes turning blue!
Save yourself please, breathe, breathe!
Now isn't that better, the pains going now!
Hold on, don't let her take you.
Goodbye cruel world!
Claire, claire can you hear me? !