Constantly Thinking Poem by Rununah S...

Constantly thinking.
My mind is roaming.
Everything becomes a blur.
I suddenly lose control.
Dozing off.
Gazing into space.
All of of the sudden no one's around.
It's just you and no one else.
You're all I ever think about.
It's emotionally destroying me.
It's eating me up inside.
I don't know what to do.
Is it a crush?
Is it love?
Is it lust?
Is it a another fairy-tale?
I wonder to myself constantly,
Do we belong together?
Is this all a dream?
What's real anymore.
Reality starts to become a dream.
Life becomes like a book.
It hits me hard in my veins.
It's eating away my soul.
Are we meant to be?
Baby, tell me this is real.
I'm afraid.
Committing is hard and a scary thing.
Especially if you're so confused.
You wonder if you believe in yourself anymore.
Are you the peanut butter to my jelly?
The nutella to my bread?
Is it worth all the thinking?
Why can't all this be easier?
Life is so confusing.
Everything becomes a battle.
Am I blinded by something?
Make my butterflies be worth it.
Do we understand each other?
Is everything mutual?
My knees become weak.
My heart wants to escape my chest.
My butterflies becomes more.
My heart beats faster when you cross my mind.
I don't know what it is.
It's scary.
Fight for me.
Let's fight for each other.
My tears are eating me alive.
I feel flustered.
Your name makes me weak.
Your head says one thing.
Your mind says another.