Consistency Is Key Poem by Joshua McKinney

There's no way you think of me
As much as I think of you
And I know you are all I've been writing about lately
Honestly it's kinda sad
Am I obssesed or just lonely
I really don't know anymore
All I know is when I'm not with you or talking to you
I am thinking of you
And when I am not awake to think of you
I am dreaming of you
It seems cliche, but it's the truth
Lately I've been in this same routine
Don't know if I'll ever escape this twilight of a reality
Where I just settle for being second best
Sometimes I don't really feel alive at all
Like a ghost floating through this life
Invisible to all but my closest friends
I'm always being dragged down
By my constant need to feel wanted
Well, at least where I am is comfortable
Until next time...