Confessions In A One Sided Love Poem by Sunny Mittal

There has never been a moment
when i have not been thinking about you,

there has never been a day
when i have not been longing for you,

there has never been a night
when i have not been dreaming about you,

there has never been a prayer
when i have not been wishing for you,

there has never been a face
which i have seen not looking for you,

there has never been a way
which i have walked not searching for you,

there has never been a wailing
in which i have not cried for you,

there has never been a moment of joy
in which i have not missed you,

there has never been a rain
in which i have not gone mad singing for you,

there has never been a season
in which i have not spent nights writing for you,

but i know how much hard i may try
never ever i will be able to reach to you,

howsoever i may like, howsoever i may love
i will be never able to tell you,

these poems, writings and songs of mine
i will never be able present to you,

it is probably a mistake on my part
that i saw and started to like to you,

it is probably a blunder on my part
to think and to be so much lost in you,

it is probably foolish on my part
to think someday someway might lead me to you,

because you are like a queen
and i am like a petty peasant in front of you,

because you are like a diamond
and i am like a piece of coal in front of you,

because you are like a Lilly of may
and i am like a wild bush in front of you,

it is not that i have not tried,
it is not that i don't try to forget you,

it is not that i don't try to find
someone else with whom i could replace you,

but my heart is so mad that
even for a moment it is not able to forget you,

even if it tries to find someone else
it keeps on falling in love again and again with you;