Chaos And Disorder Poem by Laura arwen

At some point in life you
realize that the
disorder embarrasses you
and makes you
feel submissive to
fear
I recognize that
chaos and disorder
is my biggest
problem
Chaos and disorder
are the biggest
problem of people
that have many
things
There are no
excuses to live
in the chaos
In my mind
I want to
put in order
my chaos
The disorder outer
reflects the inner
chaos is something
insane for the
health and the
mind
I must control
my disorder for
having a better
life
Chaos and disorder
make me sick
and full of
anger for useless
things
Maybe I need
a little help
to organize my
disorder
I am ashamed
very much for
my disorder because
it is my
refuge for fears
It's time to
change my chaos