Broken Promises Poem by Jessica Howard

I remember the promise you told me, it haunts me every day, I wish I could tell you every emotion I had for you! I can't it's so hard to because I am scared of getting hurt again, but I know they have not changed! I am the one that has, but so have you! Why does it feel like I am living two lives ones real the other is a Fairytale.
Living two different lives is easy than you think!

One is real and hard but knowing that one is hard; full of lies, being pushed about letting people change you like the weather like the wind blows as it changes it mind. Unlike my Fairytale is easier than you think, its a dream where everything is easy no one hurts you; pushes you way, your emotions are free with out a worry in the world...

The promise is not ever going to be explained because is a deep dark secret... Like the three words I keep saying in my real life does not mean anything anymore in my Fairytale everything has a meaning in it especially. Three words but one thing I can promise for you in my both lives is That I Will Stand with you for ever no matter what!
Every time I try to fight for the right I get stronger,
Living everything like was my last day!

Wishing, hoping, praying that My Dream Will Come True knowing My Heart can Love again in My Real Life, just have to stop Dreaming!
Well it looks like I have to stop Wishing a Fairytale to come TRUE!
Knowing life is a game learning by your MISTAKE!
Can everything get better yes?
Every One can Find True LOVE again!