Jessica Howard

I love the way you breath its such a tease.
Watching your beautiful deep blue/green eyes tempting me.
Every tender touch makes me breath so deep beging for you.
Every Kiss makes me feel alive...
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The old piano plays the same tune over and over again.
Why you say? Its because it's my tune no one else's! Why you want to change it? Its because I know I can!
I don't want anything to change on this old broken piano!
I don't want nothing to change it's because its stronger than you think! I beg you please don't change it!
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I remember the promise you told me, it haunts me every day, I wish I could tell you every emotion I had for you! I can't it's so hard to because I am scared of getting hurt again, but I know they have not changed! I am the one that has, but so have you! Why does it feel like I am living two lives ones real the other is a Fairytale.
Living two different lives is easy than you think!

One is real and hard but knowing that one is hard; full of lies, being pushed about letting people change you like the weather like the wind blows as it changes it mind. Unlike my Fairytale is easier than you think, its a dream where everything is easy no one hurts you; pushes you way, your emotions are free with out a worry in the world...
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A Dream of light, darkness controls the beating of your heart.
You hurt but yet you cry; scream, laugh, fake every smile, you feel trapped like a dove, love thats so precious, but your stronger than you think you are! ?

Why run, hide your real emotions? Your scared or your self? Why? Are the dreams getting to you? Are your worried? Please let me take every pain away, heart ache.
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Every rose has their true colours! ? Everyone awaits to find out if its their true destiney to be that colour of that rose? But why does it take so long for that flower to bloom? I guess you will never realise how strong you really are! Everyone laughs at your jokes your magic colour heart of gold but you know your rose.

Every tear of joy the rose grow quicker than you think! Do you know what that rose is really called?
No want me to tell you?
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I am an animal, monster, but only human
Why do I try to the right when I am always wrong!
So I give in to the temptation with blood upon my
lips and kiss
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Every time I hear your voice it make me Weak.
Every time you say my name it makes me feel Alive.
Every time we said goodbye its like apart of me Dying.
Every time we split, we both spread our wings to Fly.
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That empty feelings you have sucks you in to a dark worm hole,
Where everything is cold lonely, abandoned like a empty pole of deserted islands.
The angles laught at you with there tears.
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The dance we all do in our little way makes us unique and rare, others follow and never will understand the true meaning off freedom.
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The way you breath Is such a tease, the glare of fight is such a sight to see in your wondrous eyes.
The tender touch the wannabe kiss does this show your true tease!
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The defeat is never easy to admit! Why tell the truth if you still get called a lier? Or honesty does not exist? Why make a list of the lost and loved?
You gave you fight but in return you never felt the love that turned to lust!
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You kept yourself hidden for decades to keep though ridden memories away that hunts every day, Tring to hide or tell a lie keeping to my word safe but yet the pain? ? Oh why do the pain?
Did it fail? Or the true story to strong to take the truth hurts you know?
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