Breaking Inside Poem by Theresa Short

I'm breaking inside,
Hand me the 45,
I'm all alone,
Lets get stoned,
I'm a bad girlfriend help me disappear,
Which way is the right way to stear,
Unable to know,
Which way to go,
Now im here dying,
While you're over the lying,
Not knowing how i feel about you,
Not knowing how i am turning blue,
Choking unable to breathe,
I can not believe,
How can you play me like a drum,
You must think im dumb,
I'm now im more than you think,
Just like how you will sink.