Bothered Poem by Steven Brewer

As i lay waiting
for something to happen
i also am hating
you for what you did
you think im that easy
im some kind of pushover
it makes me feel queezy
and sick that i looked at you in the 1st place

my life may be boring
a monotonous wreck
but my mind it is soaring
with thoughts of whats to come
you may call me silly, crazy, insane
for all that i do say and think
but your also the one that left the pain
in my heart
and im not bothered