Blinded Poem by Poetic Philosopher

“Blinded”

Our love was composed of moment that were unconditionally undefined
Moments that even include the first and last time we were seen together
Even occasions where our relationship was slowly falling out of place like a bird’s feather
But still our love was filled with delegated vows that will always be intertwined
Yet why does it feel so unfair that our love can never be forever
When I have constantly taken and supplied love’s drug without any sign of overdose
And even though it has been easy enough to turn it off or on with a pull of a lever
You still find some way to make it seem like heartbreak has you engrossed
But still you cruelty which had the ability to scare away you sense of care
Stopped your heart from acknowledging and trusting anyone
While canceling the start of my merciful heart before our relationship even begun
With devilish sins subjugating my passionate ambitions that invoked my age of despair
Causing my sensitivity and kindness to fade and be extremely depleted
While in some way gullibility sucks me in and everything is repeated
For like the sun you’re continuously lying to me
Always telling me that every things okay and to let you be
But do you know that you’re obliterating every one of my thoughtful, pacifist motions
Gestures that consisted of treaty signings and rose giving
Yet now with the turning of my soul into a zombie that’s unable to express any emotions
Im reliving a life that’s not forgiving even on thanksgiving
Arousing the destruction of my hearts generosity that left me speechless and totally helpless
Leaving me to be purposeless in a life were Im completely powerless
With the only thing I can do or say is si yu’us mase in good or bad situations
For I was stuck in a era of patience less dedication to all types of complications
But through my eyes you were all of my dreams that came true
You were even my remedy to when I was feeling down and blue
And I am thankful that you were not my imagination but my reality
For I have fallen upon you spell that was cast by your personality
Engulfing my heart in a plague of vulnerability everyday
For in every aspect of my life fatigue dominates me in every way
With your complex ways that will have me in a state of vex
But I will always love and hold you close to my heart even if you’re my ex