Bipolar During First Period English Honors Poem by Newo Enec

When I saw you today
I knew my feelings had changed
Because the only feeling that came over me
Was a vicious yearning to rip your hair
Out from your scalp
To see those brown curls fall to the floor
And to smear your blood all over myself
And contemplating this just makes me wonder
How did I become so cruel, so two faced?
Because five minutes later
I wanted to feel you in my arms again
And to cry in your embrace forever