Beyond Broken Poem by katie williams

Trees surrounding the walls around me
Bricks building a barrier around my heart
If I do not love then I can't be broken
If I do not trust then I can't be torn apart

Standing alone filled with empty darkness
In a hall where no-one seems to care
Alone, confused, broken and afraid
Wondering how much more of this I can bare

I am bleeding, hurting, dying slowly
Watching my dreams pass away
The hopes of having a normal life
Are bleak and fighting hard to stray

So I'm crying letting tears fall from my eyes
Lifeless lying weak upon the floor
Trying to grasp a grip on what has happened
Trying so hard not to let myself fall

Fall under into what I cannot handle
Fall into what tares me up inside
Reminising on memories i keep
Going over the thousand painful lies

Remembering it makes it feel so real
Its the same and its happening again
My hearts clenching going oh so faster
My stomach churns as I feel my innocence drain

The lighting crashes down and strikes my window
As my mind goes off trying to escape
Caught like a convict trapped behind the walls
I wonder how much more of my life he will take

I finally see my life will not be perfect
I will slowly start to lose my sanity
Nothing in my life will ever be normal
And I will never be free.............