Betrayed By The Only One Who I Thought Couldn’t Do This Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

My hopes were back, and my heart filled again
I was happy to hear your voice once more
Months had gone by and I had yet to see that smile
The one that always took away my pain
The knife was locked with in your hands
But I never thought you’d be the one to stab me
Yet not just once did you stab me, no you took to much joy
You took that knife and ripped out my heart
You held it out and laughed while I gasped for air
How could you do that, the only one I ever trusted?
You broke everything from me and loved it
Do you take pleasure in tormenting me?
I thought you said one time so long ago
That we would all ways be strong and you’d never leave
Yet here you are walking out that door once more
Teasing me with just one simple hello and then your gone
Do you want to see me down on my knees?
Do you need me to tell you everything again?
I told you I would have given anything for you to be the one
To dry up all my tears and stitch my heart back together
But you turned your back on me out of fear?
Or was that just a lame excuse to get you off the hook
I trusted you with everything and showed you all of me
Yet that meant nothing to you and threw our friendship away
Now its my turn, I’ll turn my back on you
When you need me the most I’ll brush you off
I’ll kick dirt in your face like you did to me
Because hunny, vengeance is sweet and I’ll hand you the pain
I’ll wrap your heart up and crush it all over again
You think I care if you cry bloody tears
You think you can atone for what you did to me
Your blood will be my and the taste will be sweet
My hunger for your death is plaguing me
So submit to me and take your punishment
Because I would have been everything to you
I could have been anything you wanted
And yet the only thing I asked from you
Was that you stayed by my side
Threw good and bad but you turned your back on me
And now I’m the one with the knife
So I’ll plunge it in your back, and savior all your pain
Until you take that final breath and fall before my feet
That’s right my pet, bow down to me
Once you betray me, I will become you enemy
I’ll be your creator and give you a new soul
One that is loyal like I remember you before
Because you changed my dear I see right threw you
And I’ll turn you back the way I remember you to be
Even if it means killing you and then recreating you
So take this blood soaked kiss of mine and be something new
Be the one I knew you were and who I always ran too
Be my loyal servant and cry when I am scared
Hold me close when things go wrong and never say I’m wrong
Because I recreated you to be perfect
Like I always wanted you to be
And I once thought it was almost true
But I guess for one more time
I was wrong and you are gone