Been Awhile Poem by Bianca Baier

it's been awhile,
since i seen ur face,
where have u been.
its' been to long without u with me,
wont to fell the warmth of ur arms.

just wont u here right now with me,
but u cant.
wont to see ur face,
but ur there and i am here.

it's been awhile,
without u in this lonly house.
it's been so long i cant remember,
the look on ur face when u had to go.

just wont u here to hold me,
i miss u.
just wont u here with me,
so i dont get scared.

everything that i can remember,
it is all in my head,
it is not good enough.
everything disapers when i am with u,
hope u feel the same.

i will miss u,
for ever and always
i will not ever forget ur sweet
smill and how u made me feel.

it is hard not to think about u,
in school, out of school, wherever.
i wont to spend the rest of my life wit u,
if you wont me like i do u.

i will love u no matter wat,
i hope u will too.
it is hard to go through life,
so we can make it better, together.

its been awhile, sincei told myself dat i love myself,
have to love ur self before u can love any one.
it's my time to love,
i can feel it wit every waking moment wit u.

just wont to stay,
if u will let me.
just wont to love,
if i get loved back.

it's been awhile since i held my head up high,
and be proud to be alive.
it's been awhile since i have loved like dis.

dont wont to leave u,
hkope u feel the same.
dont wont to go anymore,
no more cutting, or anything.
bacause i found the men in my life,
that i love and he loves me too.

it's been awhile since we have seen eachother,
it's been awhile wit out u.
i just wont to love,
and u gave me my chance,
and i should thank u.
thank u for giving me my chance.

thank u,
u have changed my life around.